I can also understand that desire. At the moment I cannot ever imagine a day where I can speak to my Dad about the past. I think that I will ask one day (way in the future) if my T will let my Dad come to a session so I am in a safe space with a safe person while I start trying yo talk to him. I don't know, I really don't.

Do you think something like that could work for you? I agree with the above that it would be OK to talk about your desire but I don't think she will be OK with speaking to them, I don't know though. I feel for you.