thought i'd join as im suffering my 2nd bout of depression and it dont help that none of my friends can be very supportive coz they dont understand. My bf of 4 yrs split up with me because he cudnt handle it. How long is it gonna last 4??? I hate the feeling of anxiety, no being able 2 sleep, the tears, reckless behaviour...the list goes on. Ive changed in2 such a horrible person and just want the old me back. If it goes on much longer I aint gonna have any friends left coz all im doin is pushing ppl away. I dont want to push them away its just happening...moan over