So after sleeping for almost 18 hours then going to work I feel better today. Not depressed at all. Went into my part time job and kicked ***. Then went to get a haircut and orthopedic doctor for my shoulder (btw who the f gets calcific tendinitis, it's like a vampire disease or some weird sh$7). And felt my day productive. Even got some Arby's cause none around me but one right across the doc. Got home not feeling sleepy but can't get situated in living room so went to bed and started surfing the Internet , on pc and researching this horrific condition that requires 4 weeks of blah blah blah physical therapy. Thinking going to the gym place I haven't been in weeks my place of enjoyment and being awesome although I'm far from looking like it and maybe catching a movie by myself tonight. Still haven't seen captain America.