yesterday my pdoc told me I wasn't bipod and instead had PTSD and some sort of emotional dysreguation. It threw me. I don't base my identity on my diagnosis but knowing I was bipolar expained a lot and gave me some answers. He told me not to focus on the diagnosis but I cannot help dong it and now I feel lost. Either way I am staying on my current meds but he is adding a stimulant to help me concentrate. I was a mess after my appointment and he forgot to write up my leave for the weekend and won't answer the hospitals calls so i am stuck here for now. I am so angry and upset about that as I had plans for the weekend. Ironically my rage over this my make me si distressed they won't let me out anyway. So mad with my doctor right now.