[quote=taylor43;5144147]Nothing's your fault, your voices are telling you that. You need to relax do something you can do to relax yourself til hospital. It will be ok hun just keep relaxing and posts us for support. I know you are scared i would be too, however it's the thing to do. Trust the professtionals they know how to help you. ingore the voices you hear. You have been in so much pain along time and i feel it's time to rest and be looked after. Please give yourself a gift to yourself just rest and let dr's help. Lots of hugs