Well I kinda knew I was bp on and off through the years. But I had to push it and go through that hypomania and then mania and then psychosis. That's when I got diagnosed. I didn't believe I had it 2 yrs after being diagnosed. Then I had a lot of mixed episode s and now I do. I did get obsessed at first. Not now tho. I'm happy I know now other than the weight gain from the APs...But I'm losing now. Yay!!!