Thinking of you. I had a great T that turned unethical on me and absolutely shattered our therapeutic bond. It felt like a death. I truly mourned, cried, was depressed. Five years down the drain.

I've briefly tried three T's since but nothing clicked. I don't think I can trust again and the prospect of telling "my story" all over again would be expensive and unpleasant.

I am sorry. I totally hijacked your thread. I can delete if you like. I just got a stream of consciousness thinking after reading your post that I never want to make myself vulnerable again.

Sorry =[