When I was in elementary school and normal weight, my narcissistic mother would scream at me. Pull scale out of hall closet. Force me on it. Say nice round weight. Big butt. Etc.

I never understood why she did that but it changed something in me bad. It left a mark on me.

I became a proper anorextic during my 16 year marriage to a narcissist. Talk about stress omg. Getting thin was the only thing I could control. So that's what I did. Big time.

Fast forward, add bipolar and other MI and chronic pain....escaped marriage in 2014.

I struggle with the thin thing when I get stressed. Husband gone helped but I'm disabled from this bipolar and the other stuff.

Well. That was more than anyone cared to know. Thanks for listening. xo

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