I'm a paralegal for the government and also work at a courthouse! It's a very intense job most of the time. Hard to prioritize when everybody wants their stuff NOW. I know I have to break this pattern. I suffer so much more than the people who want their work done. But I also love the feeling when someone tells me I've done a great job and it's clear I worked very hard. Those whirlwinds of work are definitely exhilarating, especially when I'm hypo and everything feels intense