Couldn't sleep night before last which is a terrible combination with Seroquel. My job performance yesterday sucked. And at one point I was so tired I nearly cried. I'm frustrated and sad. Last night I passed out sleeping at some point, but then woke up at 3am and realized I hadn't taken my med, took it and stayed in bed for another 9 hrs! But my cat kept waking me up so it was a very fitful sleep.

I'm so sad and I hope I don't fall into a depression again. I know (think?) this is situational, so I hope that means I won't, or not so bad? I'm going to lower the Seroquel dose by 25 mg and see if that helps my sleepiness and scatterbrained-ness I feel like crap...

Right now, my pdoc having said that I have to take the same dose for 8 weeks after the depression to make sure it doesn't come back feels like some sort of punishment. I know, also, that this doesn't make sense, but that's how I feel.

I also wish I'd post on more threads and be more supportive (when feeling ok as well), I kind of feel like a jerk for mostly just starting threads. Somehow, though, when I read them, nothing just comes to mind to say, don't know why. For now, anyway, I'll leave it to the regular supportive members who I (and surely many others) appreciate so much.