I wish you people were on-line more often, I really want someone to talk to right now! and lou, thanks for your advice, but I think my dad would disown me if I ever went on meds. I made my boyfriend set some talking time aside for me (one of the few men in the world that don't mind such a request) but I've done this kinda thing for a while, and it doesn't seem to help much...... I'm too shy around "professionals" to tell them anything, and we only have a few free sessions on campus, and I can't PAY for anything.... oh, poo... I'm whining again... grrr...