Got home from t a little bit ago, made hubby breakfast (he worked until like 3am last night) and let the cat go out in the backyard for a little bit now I'm back inside starting laundry.

Had a really good session with t, we talked about the receipt being denied because of her putting 60 minutes (which was closer to the truth than 50 minutes anyway) and she said she would re-write it, I said no, I won't ask you to lie because they pretty much all were closer to that!! Anyway it all worked out. We're going to figure out something as far as the receipts - maybe there's still a 50 minute code and I just didn't find it. I don't know. But she said she would still write 45 minutes even if we went to 50 or something because "it's my responsibility to mind the time and if I don't then you shouldn't be penalized". Oh yeah as soon as we started talking about it she turned the clock around so I couldn't see it.

I told her it wasn't a problem that they got denied because to me, the most important thing is that submitting it got h off my back, he was mostly mad because I never even tried to get them covered since she moved back here - so the fact that we at least tried, was enough for him. And I told her also there's another reason why it's not a problem, and that's because from time to time I need to be confronted with the business side of this cuz it keeps me from wishing it was something else. She said "I understand. I've been there." that felt so completely genuine especially because she paused a moment before explaining that this relationship works like it does because it's what it is, or something. Which of course I know. Intellectually. Sometimes my heart forgets though and needs that little reminder. Anyway. Yeah. Really really good session today! And oh yeah, I got to do a sand tray. Yay! And after, when we stood together looking at it, I felt very happy inside. We were very connected today, she and I.