I'm still feeling stable. Didn't sleep as well last night. Feeling closer to the guy I'm going on the date with. He's so different than the brad Pitt looking guys I used to date. But I'm older now and not hot anymore, lol. Just average. Looks aren't what matter anyway I've learned. But he's really sweet and considerate. He's making me dinner. He's been to culinary school. He's mellow, not a bad boy. So different but I'll get used to it. Just see how it goes.

My mood is nice and stable. I'm not like how I would be with those charming, hot, players. I'm good. It's refreshing. And he's cute.

I am excited tho! Haven't had a date in awhile. So that's how I am today...