I just think the hospital is a waste of everyone's time. its easy to get out if you go voluntarily and that's what I usually do especially since I'm an adult. and the creatures keep constsnly telling me, they even warn me in a sense. unlike usual, because they are split off from me when k was a kid and changed, they don't tell me to do any harm, they just hijack my brain so to speak and do the harming themselves leaving me "sleeping" and once I wake up, k have no idea what happened until someone tells me or I have to deduce what happened by putting the clues together. I don't hear them talk nor can I see them clearly unless they are getting ready to take over. if I think to much, it gives them an opening, if I feel any type of strong emotion, they take over and when I do hear them, they automatically take over. only thing I can do to stop them is either drown them out but flooding my brain with noise, or not feel any type of strong emotion. I try not to think to hard so I have to constantly distract myself. it leaves Mr exhausted but at least it helps shimmer them out because the more faded they become, the better for me
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