Today was a typical Saturday. Busy but nothing much socially. I told my friend (by email) that I'm going to another church. I'm wondering if this is a right decision for me. It seems like for a good long time I have not found a church I really liked. I don't know why that is. I feel like my friend and I will not see each other that much anymore if I choose to go to another church. So I hope that this will not be a mistake. It feels like it's a gamble.

I was feeling pretty good early in the day. But in the mid-afternoon, my mood just sank. Feeling very alone. Also I feel bad about my sister not calling me anymore. She says that she's very busy with her kids. She's the only one I have in my family that's left now. And our relationship is dying.

For right now, I'm off to my bike ride. Maybe that will make me feel better. I feel like I have a good dinner lined up after that, and a movie tonight.