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It is really sad, sometimes they think that since you notice that now you should be able to control with speaking to them. I really wish your therapist would have exposed in a complete sentence way gently how you did what you did so that you would have know to work with that alter. I think therapist get caught up in the lure of certain alters and the disorder itself. My therapist has been ok with this, it is very much out of control like your watching someone else do something to make someone else jealous...I would suggest you slow down talking a bit, not to say that you speak fast, but until you can have her watch the tone so that it doesn't seem so unbelievable to the therapist the would be great. Maybe she wanted to know what else you got I don't always agree with mimicking, but this is their best shot I suppose. The ones you do have control of then that is great, ask have they been totally released from therapy?