Bay I am so happy for you. I've been undergoing something similar in the past month!! And I've been seeing t for 4+ years as well. It's definitely been a long and sometimes difficult road this healing, but I'm finding it as well. And for the first time in all this time, I'm able to talk about ending therapy/saying goodbye to t without crying. I'm not ready to end yet, but... at least I can talk about it now.

Hugs to you Bay, such a beautiful, positive post and it is a delight to read!