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Artchic528 · Jun 25, 2016, 09:44 PM

WARNING!!! THIS WILL BE TRIGGERING TO SOME. I put the most triggering stuff in those brackets, FYI.

So earlier today I got a double whammy. I was talking to two different guys and one stopped texting the day before we were suposed to meet up (today) and hasn't responded back as of now, while the other guy friend zoned me. I went onto a chatroom I usually frequent, not the one on here but a different one, and told the regulars I felt numb inside...

Possible trigger:

...and that some broken glass I hadn't cleaned up from an earlier accident (completely unrelated to today) was making me think of using it to SI.

Then an argument broke out...

Possible trigger:

...with me still wanting to SI with the broken glass and a few chatters saying I really wouldn't and that I was all bluster, just attention seeking. That triggered my stubborn and defiant nature and I wound up actually using the glass to SI just to prove I wasn't bluffing in order to get attention. Then I posted an image of the resulting wound to the chat to further prove my point.

So I cleaned up the wound so it wouldn't get infected (the wound is only superficial abrasions so no medical attention needed other than a bandaid) and decided to see what my next move will be by posting here.