Hi all, I just signed up with this forum - feeling more depressed than usual so went online for help (as one normally do).
I work in gambling industry - high management position, huge pay (for my country terms). It is stressful, and I cant stop worrying about problems from work even when I'm home. The fact that the business runs 24h operations and I am treated like hotline support, does not help at all.
I want to quit - I cannot get out of bed in the morning at feel sick in my stomack for the most of the day. I get a mini heart attack every time the phone rings with a new problem. When I am back from work I cannot get myself to do anything. I just stair at the ceiling (and wait for the next email/call).
I told my wife I wanted to quit but she begged me in tears not to (economic situation in my country is pretty bad). "Think about our kids" - she said. And I do, I understand her point, but it's getting harder every day, and I am getting worse every day. I am dead inside.
Any advice?
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