My biggest fear is success. I spent a good portion of my life being told by teachers and school counselors that because of my being born with Spina Bifida, I would probably never amount to much, let alone hold a job for any length of time. Unfortunately these thoughts have stuck with me and now it seems they've come to a head and this is where I am...BP2 and MDD. I am constantly questioning myself and my purpose on this earth, along with always second guessing myself, which always fails me (but I do it anyway).
Sending hugs to all of us who've felt these feelings.
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Dx: BP2 and MDD
Current meds: 100mg Wellbutrin; 200mg Lamictal; 400mg Seroquel at night; Xanax 1mg/PRN; 100mg/PRN Trazodone at night for insomnia
Diagnosed in May 2016
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