The relationship had become too personal. I loved her too much and I know she has feelings of genuine care, maybe love too. I just know it was unhealthy from a clinical point of view. And yes, I felt like I had outgrown her. I needed a new perspective. But I still miss her very much. I wish we could be friends outside of the office but that wouldn't be healthy either. I need to talk to new therapist about all this. I know I'll be okay. It's just going to take time. Thank you.