Hi, couchies. Feeling a bit more balanced today. Cleaned the kitchen, living room, office. Now I'm resting because my back is killing me. Then I'll make an early lunch and do some writing. Taking tomorrow off of work as well, just need a break and a recharging so to speak. I need to stop fighting therapy and do what I'm supposed to and things will get better. I've survived so much stuff I probably shouldn't have so that gives me an inkling I guess I'm supposed to be here so might as well figure out how to be happy I lived all those times. Time to relearn life. Now if I knew I could stay in this mindset that would be great but I know as I continue to face and move forward feom my past I'll have those dark thoughts return.

You'll be missed redsun.

Hope you're leg is feeling better, SD.

I'll try to keep up on the couch.