I have been on quite the ride for a few days. You know, being up always feels good at first. I was headed to my pdoc's office on Thursday thinking, "I hope he does not mess up this 'high'." He did of course, but only for a little while. By evening, I was back to flying again. On Friday, however, I was miserable. I felt like I was in a virtual reality video game (while I was driving). I really don't know how safe that was. I had to sign some documents that I couldn't even process (it had to be done on Friday). I had to sit in a gym with noise and lights and movement and people around me. All. Day. Long. I was miserable. Saturday was a little better and today, I feel like I am crashing. Like I am going from 'up' to 'down' bypassing 'middle ground.' So not fair. Just hanging on wondering where I am going to land.