Well I've been on Lexapro now for 4 weeks.. My depression is better but I still can't get anything done.
I'm anxious and doudt every move I make..I didn't
ask to be sexually abused. The worst thing is not having a brain that works. God I put myself through
4years of college for what to be a waitress. I'm
sick of lliving this way. And then there are those people
like Oprah that go through abuse and their minds work
great... Whats the difference. Anyway I'll give this
Lexapro another 2 weeks and If a miricle doesn't happen
screw it I'm going back on Serzone, despite the
dangers. I'm a smart person who is trapped in her own mind, reduced to doing jobs that anyone can
do using moter skills . Its not fair. Why must we
struggle to just feel partially ok. If I sound angry I
am. I can't control this by using my will so it ticks me
off. Feedback appriciated. Darlene