Dear T,

How can I tell you how sorry I am for putting you thru this roller coaster the past few days. I'm sorry I texted you right after I OD'd, I'm sorry I kept texting you. I'm sorry I didn't remember all the things we'd talked about doing instead of taking pills. I'm so sorry to do this right before your vacation. I hope you don't hate me,and I hope we can still work together.