I just have to express here how much I care about my therapist. Some of it is hard to express in words.
On top of that, I'd really like to tell her at some point since I trust her and she's been my T for 3.5 years. I don't think it will exactly freak her out, she has shown me pretty stable care during my 3.5 years.
Anyway, I have deep feelings for her (I'm a bisexual female). I don't dream about sex with her or anything too intense, but in reality I have a crush.
I have thought about kissing her, taking her to bed, performing oral on her, and being intensely close physically and emotionally. In therapy we mostly get the emotional part to a degree. I just wish I could expose how much she means to me and have her accept everything, even though she probably doesn't feel the same way. I get that I am a very attractive girl a lot, but I wish she would see that. It's funny how you can get attention from other girls and still think about her at least from time to time in the romantic sense. Just wanted to post, any thoughts or feelings/ advice would be appreciated. I just want to get my feelings out in the open even if it's not with her directly