((( FindPeace )))
Nothing at all is wrong with you. You're missing T. Missing T is a way of staying connected to T. Thinking about T keeps you connected. Still it's so hard! Missing and crying are the way you feel and that's okay.
Oh, so many of us here have posted about missing our T's whether it was because T was on vacation, ill, or even because an appointment had to be rescheduled.
We care about our T's very much. We miss them and we feel sad when we feel separated.
If you can, think of seeing T again, being in session again when the vacation is over. In your mind, bring the two of you closer together by thinking of you being together again.