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Originally Posted by pirilin
They say I have bipolar category one.
My depressions happen years apart. But when I get one, is a deep black hole depression
lasting for months. Every hour, every minute. Every second.
Let me add that every time I go into mania, my baseline, I swear I'll never be depressed again.
And at the end happens again. I most be sick.
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Mine are just like that. Pure Hell. No small breaks where I feel good. Deep black hole describes it perfectly. One that is so deep that you feel you'll never be able to crawl out of it and even if you could you're too worthless to deserve it. That's what it feels like to me. If my luck is really bad I get psychotic, too. Longest one was 7 or 8 months. Usually I'm out of the woods in 3-4 months.
Bipolar sucks. Maybe I did something evil in a past life
Fortunately, I am not depressed.
It will be back someday but not today!