My mom loves hurting me. A few years ago she was ripping me apart. I asked her if she was having fun she said yes. I was crying but that didn't matter to her.

The other day my mom said I disgust her, I make her sick, she has no respect for me & she called me Peter Pan. She did all this because I asked her for something. I asked could I have one of my birthday gifts early. I wanted a swim suit since it was on sale for $20 normally its $35. I owe her money which is why I can't buy it. She went on a rampage for 42 minutes.

I also confronted her about Florida. She has a place in Florida. She got me all excited about me going. Then when my sister was going I was supposed to ride with her. My mom desperately tried talking me out of coming. I confronted her about the other day when she went on a rampage. She got mad when I said admit it you don't want me there. Then when she went on and on about how awful I am I told her things like this chip away at my low self esteem. The second time I said it she said bye. She says I can't handle the truth. Well neither can she. Normally she says I love you when she hangs up she didn't that time. I haven't spoken to her since then. I have no desire to.

I instantly called my favorite aunt. She said I am nothing like my mom says I am. She said I am a very sweet person. She said I can handle the truth. She reminded how she once said by accident my weight problem isn't my stomach it's my hips. She instantly felt bad for saying it. She apologized several times. When she mentioned that the other day I told her I had forgotten about that. I was not mad when she said it since I know my aunt would never initially hurt me.

Several people said to not listen to my mom. That she was wrong and I'm not like that. For some reason the past few years my mom seems to hate me. It's probably because I stand up to her.

She was being hurtful the other day so I stood up for my self. I did get an attitude with her. Which she deserves for ripping me apart. I'm the only one with the guts to stand up to her and my step dad. I'm not afraid of either one. My sisters never do that. So many people are afraid of my step dad. I don't get it I'm not afraid of him. Usually I know how he will react over something. So I think that's why I don't mind standing up for myself.

My aunt said next time my mom starts saying awful things tell her goodbye and hang up. My aunt also said to not let her ruin my evening.

What should I do if my mom should ever called? Very rarely does my mom apologize for hurting me. I am always treated worse than my sisters. My sister is her favorite. I feel like all I am to my mom is something to take her anger out on. Once I confronted her about my sister being the favorite she of course denied it. Everyone but my mom knows my sister is the favorite.