i need advice, help, tips, anything.
i started not eating over the summer and lost about 25 pounds in a very short period of time. then once school started, i began to binge all the time, all junk food, and throw it up. this just got worse and worse, and now i eat soo much junk food ALL the time, things i don't even want. i throw it up whenever i feel like i can, and i don't even know why i do these things because i hate it and all i want is for everything to be normal again. it's honestly affecting every aspect of my life; i feel so tired, have horrible stomach cramps, my self esteem is practically gone, i get depressed, i never even want to leave my house. but for some reason whenever i tell myself it won't happen again, it does. i feel so helpless, and i just don't know what to do.
please help.