my session was so pathetic.
i feel like crying.
He came late 3rd time in a row with the same client. she comes out with him ...she gives me a look ...then walks off.
i feel insulted...insignificant...meaningless...she takes 10 mins of my time...she knows it..she always finds me out there waiting...and its like hahah..our conversation was way more important than YOU ! so YOU must wait here till WE finish and then its your turn.
its like they slap me in the face...that u r nothing..even though i make appts , am on time..and pay just like her.
but it seems to be of little value i guess. it is evident whatever they have going on..is more important.

he didnt apologize for starting late with me..at all..just walked in...how was ur weekend...i was like whatever..really? do u care? i actually wanted to cut the session right hten..and just leave..it just seemed so...fake..becuase he just had to change gears fast from her to me.
and i felt it.
i hung in there...i just couldnt say anything to him.