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Does anyone else have severe suicidal thinking and fear your impulses will catch up with your thoughts and cause you to act on your thoughts?
I don't really want to die. I am just afraid of myself.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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