I am afraid that if I am okay that I will be taken off disability and expected to work and I am afraid I won't be able to work and that it will take months (or longer) to get back on disability. In the mean time I guess I would be homeless, in which case I could not get on disability since you need a permanent residence to even apply.
But since I would no longer have any meds I guess I would end up in the psyche ward and get disability sooner than I think. Still scares the crap out of me.