so our talk...I was too dissociated to do anything. i wonder if its worth it? I said that to her, and whether she is correct in saying, this isnt the adult mind, or not I still hate it. Hate that she questions me or ...I dont know. I am not sure where I am and maybe she is right it wasnt my adult mind, but its part of my thinking, so it has to be right? I dont understand this and I am so confused, and now questioning why therapy? If school causes so much then, wont a job be worse? i cant seem to handle deadlines, and she would say to me, that is not your adult mind, well then, who the **** is it !!! Sorry, Iam so fed up with dealing with DID, and its damn frustrating. Maybe not go Thursday to T...I've seem to have lost myself in here, and maybe she is the only one that can find me???? I dont trust myself to find the adult mind, because I might just say something to agree with and be done when it could be a teen or young one, doesnt matter...I just want to forget about this.