Dear T,
This transference business is excruciating. Just when I think it's going away it comes back with a vengeance. I feel like throwing a tantrum. I'm trying so hard to not write you again before Thursday. I'm also resisting the urge to cancel our session. The little kid in me wants to cancel, because I'm feeling really angry and hurt that you haven't responded. I want to cancel and make you think "Oh wow, maybe I pushed her too far...", but I know this is manipulative. Trying to be a grown up but it's hard. I really don't like you right now.