Continue to improve. I went out today and ran errands. Drove OK but not fond of it. As reflex, we look in rear view mirror a lot. That does not go well for me right now. It's a time space thing and when I look back in front even after that split second rear look it throws off my perception. So, slow driving, keep plenty of distance, and minimize driving period. And also, expect that it will get better daily, because it already it much better than when I tried on Thursday I think it was.

I slept about 8.

I had lunch with a former co-worker/friend. She was up front in saying I should consider adding another medication which I was kind of expecting based on our phone call the day before. She also said she'd go with me to MD, right now, and help change it. I said no, that I would consider though, and at a lower dose. I'm into the smallest theurpeutic dose.

I am getting better but I am not baseline. My boss/friend hasn't said anything to me about coming back to work. My lunch friend also said she'd take me to social security right now and I laughed and said no I'll be OK in a couple weeks. I understand what people are saying, but I would much rather have a short time off work and then return full-time. I had already planned on being off 4 of the days I missed (7) and had at least that much PTO. I am going to ask if I can work 4 hours in 2 hour increments, so twice, from home, on Wednesday. And would only do certain tasks, etc that we agreed on. I could do the same on Thursday and then come to office for 6 hours on Friday. 2 of those hours would be meetings on Friday. I want and need to go back asap.

If I'm honest I have some paranoia and am still into the numbers thing at times. I did work on it briefly but only theory-wise. I did look at last drawing, and PB was 25 which I'd been using at least 5 times every drawing. It's the most common in last year or so, which makes it easy, but is interesting to me that it came up when I stopped. It proves the theory, that I can do this, and it's all on/off binary code.