For past week I've been feeling pretty low. From sleeping 20+ hours straight to not eating to eating bad, crying, questioning my worth, reflecting on how I got to this point to yesterday being energetic went to the gym ate healthy, to feeling miserable today crying hopeless and distraught. What the f is wrong with me? Why was yesterday better and how do I keep that going. I hate this feeling of hopelessness but I have no hope I feel I'm going to remain overweight, at my crappy job and single for the rest of my life. That's not what I want, but I have no hope now.

One of my recent posts I took steps to be great again, I feel that was written by a different person today. God please wipe my tears I hate this constant struggle. Need a lifeline.