First of all BIG HUGS to you. I know its hard. I am constantly questioning my worth, I hate being overweight, and I hate being single. But sometimes you have to try and find the good things. The good moments. Things that make YOU happy, like a favorite song, a favorite book or even something simple as a funny show on tv or Netflix. Since you're online look up wacky YouTube videos for a chuckle. Life is about moments. So make yours damn good ones!!

Good luck to you and plenty of hugs!