I'm glad you got more sleep. I think you really need to talk to your psychiatrist. I'm not so sure that you are just suffering from bipolar mania, but that maybe there is some ocd mixed in there. I'm bipolar 1, but I also suffer from ocd, and gad. Fixating on these numbers is what led you down the rabbit hole. Do you really want to continue to pursue this? I'm worried that you'll slip right back into where you were. I take an antipsychotic daily. No matter if I'm feeling great, which I am, or not. I'm bipolar. I'm always going to need medication to remain stable. I've seen quite a few people say they only take an antipsychotic prn (as needed) Why? I have no desire to ever have another manic episode. I like being stable. I truly hope you consider what I am saying, and know that it's because I care about what happens to you. Take care of yourself.

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