i am at my moms. my sister is staying here now. she has no where else to go. she seems really depressed. my mom and i went out to eat, my sister didnt want to go. my mom told me she heard her bawling in the shower one night. omg,,, that makes me so sad...... i asked my old pdoc that i still text sometimes for reccomendations on a pdoc. he gave me 2 doctors. my mom has their info... shes waiting for a good tiem to give it to my sister. i think my sister has left the manic stage and is in depression. i feel so bad for her... it reminded me of one time when i was a lot younger i remember reading my sisters journal (ya i know, im a bad sister) and she had written in it that she heard me crying one night in my room, and wrote "i hope junkDNA is ok". i feel like the tables have turned now.