Okay, I have a few problems here...

The glass issue. Why would there be broken glass lying around from an earlier incident? Doesn't sound very responsible.

I too read this a filibustering for the sake of attention in a chatroom. You are worth more than this - considerably more. You are worth so much to the world that you owe it to yourself to get to a psychiatrist or therapist. You also are worth so much that you need not look to internet strangers for acknowledgement to feel worthwhile.

You have suggested that it is the logistcs of getting to a psychiatrist or therapist that is of issue. Here are a few ideas I have:
1. call mobile crisis - they will come and get you
2. call your nearest Mental Health Association - they will find you transportation
3. call your family doctor - the office might have some answers
4. call your local social services - they may be able to issue a taxi voucher
5. and talk to your frends and family. This is serious enough that at least one of them will help
6. call 911