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Old Jun 27, 2016, 08:11 PM
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Originally Posted by Erti View Post
I'm more of a person that treats people how I want to be treated no matter how badly they've treated me. I forgive my mom's ex boyfriend for molesting me and raping me from before I can remember until I was 7 years old. I forgive my stepmom and dad for locking me in a bedroom all day and with not eating some days. I forgive my stepmom for treating me differently than my brothers and sister. I forgive my mom for emotionally abusing me and threaten bodily harm on me and taking her frustration out on me. I forgive my uncles threatening me with a knife to get me to behave as a child and my other other for grabbing my hair and slamming me on the ground and throwing me across the room as a child for pissing him off. I forgive my grandfather for peeping in on me while I was naked and putting clothes on. None of them told me sorry but I forgive for myself. I can't hold it all in me like that. It will consume me and turn me into a hateful person. Not saying that it doesn't bother me. I still get nightmares and I still suffer the repercussions from my abuse but I wont let anger get the better of me.
Wow, that's a lot of incredibly severe abuse. I'm sorry youve been through so much. If it's ok, i send virtual, and appropriate hugs. ((((( Erti )))))
Thanks for this!
Erti