I've posted before, basically I've already decided it's time to get a divorce, but I'm waiting till I get all my affairs in order before I leave. For my kids sake.
I feel so empty. I'm desperately sad... I cry alot. Mostly at night when I'm alone. And I'm very angry...
I feel like I've done everything I could do. I was supportive, compassionate, hardworking, honest aND I have a true pasion for lifethat others immediatly see....why couldn't he give anything back?? I feel like..I made a double decker chocolate cake...and he gave me a crumb. AND THEN thought I should thank him for that crumb...
I am so sick of crumbs.
Is this normal...is this what you feel when you reach the end? Sad and angry? I wish someone could just tell me...hang in there girl..you got this. Everything will work out down the road. Some weeks..like this week...it's just so hard to stay strong...even when you know in your heart your on the right path.
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