Feeling like I am away from everyone like everyone is just out of reach. My family being in a different country I find it hard to maintain friendships as I tend to leave people alone in case they get tired of me.

A few months or just over a year. I always get better then depressed again I guess I am always just skimming over the cause rather then fixing it. My abandonment issues etc.

I am on antidepressants they help the bodily symptoms just enough that I can fix my own mind.