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Then he commented how we really never explored how it was for me-- and he's right. I have major trouble talking about how I felt when he was gone and I can't even really talk about the CDs or the book.

Any thoughts on this?

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pink, could it be you don't really need to talk about this topic? And that is why you haven't pursued it? Or do you feel you do need to talk about it but are avoiding it?

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(Whoa, I just realized that it's officially October; that means exactly two years with T this month).

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Whoa for me too! I started seeing my T last October. Can't believe it's been a year. We have come so far. Pink, will you reflect back on your time together because it is your "anniversary"? I am feeling a bit of a need to do that at our session this week--remark that it has been a year and look back on what we have done and where we have gone (and are going to).