I'm starting to feel my exhaustion and depression take over again. I was having such a great couple of days. I'm really scared.

I don't want to be sad again, I'm trying to stay positive and stay around my boyfriend. But each passing day is starting to claw at my brain and eat away at me. I hate this feeling, because some days aren't that bad. Some days actually fun and bright. But others are unbearable.

I didn't think my Summer vacation would be so bad. I hope this depressive episode doesn't last too long. Because it's approaching me fast and all I can do is brace myself.

I wish everyone here who's having a rotten day the best of luck. I hope you all find hope and positivity in something.

I'm going to bed.