Hi jenniferever
I'm sorry you are reeling from your recent breakup. Of course you are hurting emotionally even though you know in your mind its for the best. We all grieve over lost relationships and it takes time to regain strength from those that have zapped us and made us tired.
IMO, the best thing you can do right now is give yourself permission to grieve for the loss. Then, take some time for YOU! Do some things that will make YOU happy. They don't have to be big things.....they don't have to cost money either. Do what it is you have to do to help you feel better and stronger about yourself. It will all come in time....try your best to relax and let it all flow the way it's meant to flow.
I hope you feel better soon jennifer........you so deserve it!
*Gentle Hugs*
sabby