((((((((( little turtle )))))))))

I don't want to live for ever, quite the opposite. If I was taken away tonight I would miss people but I don't want to stay

I'm scared too, I think my extreme anxiety has been worsened by long term use of psych meds, and some scary physical issues

I was talking to papa bear about something today... He has changed his mind.... He wants me to have peace (and I have not found peace on this planet, like Hercule I do not think I will..)

PS I wish I could give you some extra years.. I have no need for any more years

My next birthday in November is not a birthday I want

PS I'm "old" too... And bears are not supposed to live so long as humans. I've already outlived what was expected and wanted by me