Dear T,
I hate that you're out again next week. I know it's because of the holiday (or at least you're fitting vacation in with the holiday), but now it will just be twice in the space of 4 weeks. I had so much to talk about this week, and I think we did a fairly good job of getting through a lot of it, but I wish I could talk about it more next week instead of waiting again. I do appreciate you scheduling the next two appointments ahead because you'll be out one day in a few weeks. But still.

And I feel weirdly distanced from you lately. Maybe because I know you'll be out of the office? it's like I'm extra guarded. I'll tell you stuff, but it's like I'm afraid to let my emotions out. I want to ask for a hug, but I'm afraid to. I'm not e-mailing you much between appointments, but that's because you seem to keep either not getting them or not having a chance to read them, or, if you do read them, not replying (I know you don't always reply, but sometimes I do want that...) You did reply to my one-sentence e-mail from yesterday, so maybe that's what I need to do to get a response? Hopefully after you're back from this vacation, maybe I can start feeling connected to you again...
Love,
LT