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Old Jun 28, 2016, 06:20 PM
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Originally Posted by PsychNitrous View Post
Sometimes I just let myself cry, and that does help. It's not so easy at work, but I've been able to hide in my office and have a good cry now and then. I need some better coping skills for long-term anxiety. My pdoc gave me benzos for it, but I try to save them for when I do go out, or if I'm having a panic attack. I'm too afraid of the withdrawals to take them more often.

I used to smoke too, quit almost 3 years ago (the week after I bought my car ). I've started craving nicotine again though, so I started vaping as well. I bought a pack of cigarettes when the cravings started and found out that after so long they make me want to throw up. So I usually get juice with 3mg, it's enough in my new box that I feel it after a couple of hits. We just picked up a pink lemonade juice over the weekend. It's so sweet, I can still taste it now, and I haven't used it in almost 8 hours!
Oh, that's great that you are vaping instead of smoking cigs! :thumbup::beer: I need a nice lemonade flavor too. I've gone through about 50 ml's of mount Baker vapor freckled lemonade which is very nice. Probably I'll reorder that. I haven't been able to cry for the most part, although I cried a lot the last week of March.

Just sad memories. Living here is so difficult for getting packages, i haven't been experimenting with a lot of different flavors and companies the way I want to. I'm hoping that moving is going to be ok. I don't know. and if some crappy regulations come to be for vaping, we'll probably never be able to get a lot of flavors, and specialties.

It would be great to not have to worry about so much stuff. I used to cry and pray. I remember from my life before meds, i used to use alcohol, and tea or coffee, and I'm not at all sure how I did that. It's very worrying to read about some of these legal drugs/meds and alcohol problems.